I have known Heavenly Mother for 25 years. I did not consciously set out to know Her, but when I heard one aspect of her work explained, in an instant I gave my whole self to her in joy, and I turned and she was there and I was not sure that I would go on living. Having her companionship changes me and gives me joy every day. I earnestly hope that this may be your happiness too.
I pray often that The Divine Mother will come more fully upon the Earth. Hope that millions will know her, burns in me. For several years I have wondering why She is not more clearly manifest to us her children. I have wondered, is it in the nature of She who is “God-with-us” only to bear witness of her beloved rather than herself? Clearly She delights in Him. Will she make herself more known?
So about the turning of the year I spoke earnestly to Jesus something like this, struggling to forge the phrases that capture our situation:
“Many more of us need to know our Mother. So many are asking to know her. There is an emptiness, a hunger to know her, to know her better and feel her arms around us. I feel it, see it, and hear it. The world is being suffocated in a false maleness without the balance of the beloved Woman of holiness. In the church the words, the concepts, and the point of view are all from the perspective of men, older white men. Mostly they don’t recognize this or see it as a problem. But it scraps so many of us raw.
“When will the time come when all the good gifts of all are honored? When every woman and man can speak in the name of the Lady and the Lord? And we can sing a new song of joy in symphony?
“Knowing Her gives me such joy.” I told Him. “I glory in her love, her being, her work and her joy. It makes me rejoice every day. I know that millions know/have known or will know her. But can that time be now? Please, can she be more manifest to those who desire her? May she come more fully in the World? ”
And after a time I heard in my mind Her quietly speaking these thoughts, “Let them come to me. I am here to receive. I will not be hidden to them. Who come to me desiring will know me and I will hold them in my arms.” And I was very excited, for I know She speaks the truth. That is her nature. Therefore, I firmly believe that if any would truly know her better, ask. Children of Wisdom, now is that time. She will make herself known.
I confess this to you. I have waited too long in telling you, after I understood clearly what Mother told me. It might have given someone peace months ago. Now, I have my excuses. (Yes, I know that they are not good excuses.) I was busy. I didn’t know who I should tell or exactly how to do it. And temporizing, “Her availability is a truth independent of anyone declaring it. Do I really need to do speak?” So I thought about her comforting words for weeks and fussed with the words I wrote about them and found other things to do. But it is good to speak the good work- it will be meaningful to someone-even when the words are manifestly imperfect. And it is better to speak them without delay. I believe that some have already learned that she is ready to communicate to you in ways that work for you-and there are many ways. But if you have not, She is there. As Jesus is quoted as saying in a fragment of the Gospel of the Hebrews, a lost gospel. “He who seeks will not stop till he find; and having found, he will wonder; and wondering, he will reign; and reigning, he will rest.” And I will say “Change the pronouns: “She who seeks…
Please continue to share your experiences, how you are coming to know her, have come to know Her, and what you have learned. It is food to the soul.